MY7THLIFE

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(This post has been sitting in drafts for quite a while now. Can’t be bothered to edit, so excuse any incomplete sentences, or any statements that leave my point hanging. LOL.)

I lost a good friend this year. Not to death, thankfully. But, unfortunately, we drifted apart. I don’t know if that term can be used, even. We didn’t quite drift apart. The friendship stood to a complete halt.

No warnings whatsoever, I’m suddenly robbed of a friend I cherished. Someone I could pour my heart out to, and be honest with.

I don’t know what happened. Maybe someone said something about me to her that could either be A. something very bad, grossly exaggerated and completely untrue, or B. something true, socially/morally acceptable, but she cannot accept it, or she couldn’t be honest with me about it.

Or maybe it was something I said. I can be too frank with my best friends, and most of the time, it’s not a good thing. Which is why I’d rather joke around with my friends and avoid serious issues.

Sigh. I really don’t know what happened. Was I too clingy of a friend? Was I too pushy? Bossy? Was I the kind of friend who didn’t know her limits? Is my job not glamorous enough? Is it because I don’t have enough money? Is my family not good enough?

A few of my friends I’ve lost, I sort of understand why I’m no longer friends with them. But this friendship… I never knew what went wrong, and I don’t know why I haven’t bothered to ask.

Maybe I’m just too annoying.